Our Loss

We spent most of last night in the E.R. at Banner Gateway after Johnna noticed some bleeding. After a few hours of poking, prodding, ultrasound, and blood tests and a few more hours waiting on the results of those tests and at 2:30 in the morning The E.R. doctor came in and let us know that we had lost our baby.
You may notice that our blog looks different. I've taken down some of the posts and blog gadgets. I know alot of our friends and family read our blog and I wanted to post this right away to avoid as many uncomfortable conversations as possible.

Pumpkin Love

I thought Chris should start practicing now for our newborn photo shoot. I mean come on people, he's only got til May 5th to get this down!!! (uhm. . . yeah, and I wanted some cute pictures of Itzy's Halloween costume.)

The Wedding Photographer Wife...

Johnna came with me to a wedding I shot today and sat all alone during dinner as I was off snappin pics.

Putting the WOW in Chihuahua

Last weekend I lovingly forced Chris to go to Beverly Hills Chihuahua. He got to go to Tuscon (of which I have never been myself) and play with his family and take pictures of the Blue Ridge Soccer team playing in a tournament. I unfortunately (or due to my interest in soccer, fortunately) I didn't get to go. . . someone has to watch our lil Itzy! I was sure to look really sad and pitiful before Chris left, yeah that's right, I'm not above using the guilt factor. He actually looked like he felt bad so I asked him if he would come to Beverly Hills Chihuahua with me when he got back. I'm happy to say due to my puppy dog face he agreed. However! If I had known he would be so grumpy about seeing the cutest doggy movie ever I would have left his bum at home. I was just tickled pink to see all the little Chihuahuas running around in their crazy fun outfits. I'd look over at Chris with a big toothy grin every few minutes or so and every time he had his arms crossed over his chest with the "I'm going to kill you" look on his face. Hmph!! Next time there is a dog movie out, to heck with Chris, I'll take Itzy.